DERP DERP DERP

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People are stupid. I wonder if these people really think they're gonna float off into the sky naked because they're part of the right club and drank the kool aid. Religions are just a bad idea. I wonder how many times they need to be proven wrong to realize they're not true. I'm guessing they'll never learn, because their whole life is based on ignorant faith, blind following, and NEVER EVER QUESTIONING THE AUTHORITY OF their old fairytale book. It's so disappointing, but whatever, they can be illogical morons if they want. I actually feel bad for religious people, they're letting their flawed systems of belief flaw their logic and it forces them to be ignorant of real life because real life counteracts their faith. It's pathetic to live your life by a book you didn't write.

photos of my future

WE'RE FROM AMERICA

we're from america
we're from america
where we eat our young
we're from america
we're from america
it's where jesus was born.
we're from america
we're from america
where they let you come on their faces
we're from america
we're from america
we speak american

we don't believe in credibility
cuz we know that we're fuckin incredible
we don't believe in credibility
cuz we know that we're fuckin incredible

i wanna be a martyr
don't wanna be victim
be a killer with a god,
so they call me a hero
i wanna be a martyr
don't wanna be victim
be a killer with a god,
so they call me a hero

god is an excuse.
god is an excuse.
god is an excuse.
god is an excuse.
god is an excuse.
god is an excuse.
god is an excuse.
so sing it with me

we're from america
we're from america
we're from america
you can sing it with me.
we're from america
we're from america
we're from america
you can sing it with me.

we're from america.

don't like to kill our unborn,
we need them to grow up and fight our wars
don't like to kill our unborn,
we need them to grow up and fight our wars

we believe in everything we say
we say it because we believe it.
we believe in everything we say
we say it because we believe it.

we're from america
we're from america
we're from america
you can sing it with me.
we're from america
we're from america
we're from america
you can sing it with me.

we're from america.
you can sing it with me.
we're from america.
you can sing it wit hme.

we're from america
we're from america
we turn literature into litter.
we're from america
we're from america
we believe in being a quitter

i'm in recovery
i'm in recovery
i'm in recoverrrrrrry
we're from america

so sing it with me.

we're from america
we're from america
we're from america
you can sing it with me.

you can sing it with me.
we're from america.

where we eat our young

git er dun

http://battleland.blogs.time.com/2011/05/30/the-army-is-running-the-show/

It's official, we are soon to be the Military States of America. 
Obama has appointed Dempsey, a man who recently acquired the position of top General in the U.S. army, to become the Joint Chief of staff. He also appointed another General to run the C.I.A.. Third he gave the position of leading the pentagon to another Military man. I believe this will 1. make our country even more militant in our dealing with foreign affairs, and 2. eventually lead to martial law in America. The framework has been set, they've just got to stage another attack on America and we will be on lock down just like all of the middle eastern countries we imperialise. Federal funded Federal control given to Militant murder masters to control the masses.

babydread!

Recently I've been getting bored with my hair. OH YES it is possible to grow accustomed to my luscious locks of brazen golden goodness. I used to cut and color and style my hair all the time, then this lifestyle lead to the frizzing, the frying, and the demise of my hair around age 15. So since then I have been all natural with my hair, only trimming it to get off split ends in the last three years, and not coloring it at all, to grow out what you all know and love as my epic mane. But not doing anything to your hair for 3 years gets a bit boring. I've been trying to think of something I could do to it without ruining the prettiness that my mane has. I've thought of getting bangs, or shortening the hair around my crown, to give it more volume and style, but idunno how that would work with my facial structure, so I decided against it. I came up with the solution of giving myself some baby dreads in my lowest layer of hair, because it adds something to my style, I can add beads and decorations to it once the locks set in, and best of all it doesn't interfere with the look of my hair.

TOO MUCH WORK

   I don't know about you guys, but I am extremely stressed with how much work I have to cram into the end of this school year. First off, I only need .25 credits to graduate this year if I pass all my classes this final quarter. In order to get that credit I am supposed to read two novels by Aldous Huxley, and compare their two plots in a 10 page paper in a format that I don't know how to write in and have never used. In order to pass all of my classes I have to make a video for C.R.A.P.s class on how to make Linworth better, but I don't have a camera so I have to do it all at school somehow in between classes. I also have to continually update this blog 3 times a week, and make a video montage type thing for the final in Current events, which I would also need the school's computers to do, because my computer runs Ubuntu which doesn't have movie maker. I could do 5 pieces of art, but I don't have the time to do anything actually good, or the supplies. In G.P.S. class we're doing a world trade game which is complicated and we have to constantly try to trade resources with our class members in our free time, and the only time I see any of them is at school in between classes. In World Cinema, I have to continuously write response papers to all the films we've watched, and at the same time work on a presentation about a directors style. And I'm in peace class, and don't even know if there is a final yet.
 It's all just waaaayyy tooo  much to keep up with, especially while I have a job after school. It's like none of the teachers talked to each other and don't realize that their class isn't the only class I take.

HOLY SHIITE!

http://www.csmonitor.com/World/Latest-News-Wires/2011/0422/Termites-eat-millions-at-a-bank-in-India

   India has bad luck. Somehow termites robbed a bank. 10,000,000 rupees were devoured by termites.
  The rupees were contained in a steel box, and the police said that it is "cause for investigation" as to how the termites entered the steel box. It's a bit funny, like they're looking for some secret underground organization. This potential mystery assault of biological warfare against the bank would be hilarious, trying to sneak termites in as insurgents. The bank workers are being taken to court by the police because of their negligence to the destruction of the people's currency. In India the police must present a case against someone before they can investigate.

The Burden of Reflecting

Lost gray pictures of my past stain greener pastures of my future
Remembrance and recognition forces me to reconsider
I am seeking to regress and recreating what I've found a new beginning torn away
I'm spiraling spiraling down
Empty hands on the ends of these reaching arms need the touch of something real
Year by year we separate further
We are forgetting how to feel
For at the end of this long rope I hang in wait of fading echoes
Uncertainty haunts my everything
I look into tomorrow and I see nothing...
So tell me how it feels to be me
I've lost so much I cannot recall my identity
I would die for yesterday not caring where I need to go
Reshape relationships back into what I used to know
Tomorrow is so far and I no longer want to find a replacement
For all these pictures that are lost in my mind

holla allah

     Where are we going from here? Do you know? I don't. But I know I'm slipping, I know I'm slipping, you know I'm slipping awaaaaay. The future is coming on a crash collision course headed straight into our lives and we cannot avoid it. The best case scenario that can come from this devastating fact is to hear that we all braced for impact. If we don't die from the rotting world, the economic collapse causing world war 3, the fresh water depleting, the solar flares, or alien invasion, we still have nothing to look forward to if the world keeps on spinning. We need to globalize. We need to eliminate the monetary system and re-envision a new concept of what politics are. We need to eliminate the childish way we work as a planet. We allow our worst to lead us, our dumbest to represent us, and our most malicious to get to the top of our hierarchy. Political powers quarrel like children fighting over jealousy of each others toys. Society has been spiraling downward since it's start, just like the human being itself , from the moment of birth it began dying. We hold ourselves back for money. We have the technology and mental capability to fix almost all of our problems, but the greed of the few will outweigh the need of the many, and we will allow ourselves to die because "we cannot afford" to fix these things, it costs too much. MONEY IS NOT FUCKING REAL.  We should fix the world for human kind, money is something we made up and we're letting it hold us back from desalinating the oceans and converting our energy sources. But we won't, we won't do any of this, we will allow ourselves to fail, we ARE allowing ourselves to fail.

Osbama.

      If I won the lottery I would give away a lot of my money. I would never run out of money either, I don't know how rich people become bankrupt. I guess it's because they buy crap that's super expensive just for the sake of spending cash. It's always stupid crap too, like more cars than they can drive with t.v.'s in them they can't even watch, or a necklace that's a hundred grand because of the type of rocks in it. Useless crap.
    The first thing I would do is pay off my family members' debts and buy them decent houses in a city of their choosing. This car (pictured) is the one expensive thing I would splurge on. I would move into the woods somewhere and build a sweet house with several levels underground on a hill. I would have a fence around my property, but my yard would just be forest like the rest of the woods, I would just place a stone wall weaving through the trees and make my house hard to see by planting big plants around it.
  I also want to travel around the world, but I especially want to go to India. I just love their culture, their dress, their religion, everything. They're just good people. I also want to visit New Zealand, I might even live there. It's so beautiful, it's where all of the "Lord of the Rings" movies were filmed. I just wish I would actually win the lottery so bad so I didn't have to deal with working so much of my life away.

 Saad Mohseni is an Afghan-Australian who, along with his brothers Zaid and Jahid Mohseni and sister Wajma Mohseni, returned to his native Afghanistan in 2002 to establish the MOBY Group, Afghanistan's largest media company with interests in television, radio, print, production, online news services, directories, IT&T, and retail. Based in the capital city of Kabul, as of 2010 the company employs over 400 staff across 11 businesses.
The company has three sections:
-Moby Media Group, with the broadcast brands Tolo TV, Lemar TV, Farsi1 and Arman FM, along with production, media distribution, talent management, print media, and directories.
-Moby Technology Group, which operates technology companies Afghan ITT and 456 in the IT&T and Interactive voice response arenas.
-Moby People Group, which includes the advertising agency Lapis and the AndeshaGah internet cafe chain.

The Red Scare

  Ai Weiwei.
    No, I did not just have a seizure, this is an interesting man's name. But why should you know them? What importance do they have to you? Too many vowels to remember for nothing. Well, Ai Weiwei is a modern artist in China. He is in his fifties and looks like an Asian Santa clause. He mixes his art  with messages about social problems and social movements. His blog was seen as a threat by the Chinese government, just like everything else. For more than three years, Ai Weiwei turned out a steady stream of social commentary, criticism of government policy, thoughts on art and architecture, and autobiographical writings. He wrote about the Sichuan earthquake, and posted a list of the schoolchildren who died because of the government’s "tofu-dregs engineering", reminisced about Andy Warhol and the East Village art scene, described the irony of being investigated for "fraud" by the Ministry of Public Security, made a modest proposal for tax collection. Then, on June 1, 2009, Chinese authorities shut down the blog. Here is a link to a world map he made.

blaspheME blaspheYOU blasphEVERYBODY!

So, I feel like the world is one big pile of crap that we continually try to clean up with even dryer crap. People need to just shut up, grow up, and stop being stupid. People saying that this is wrong because a boy has on pink nail polish is just disappointing, it has re-instilled my lack of faith in humanities ability progress. Honestly people, even a "Doctor" is claiming that this will mentally damage the child, what the f***?!?! You know what'll damage a kid? adults telling him how horrible and wrong it is for him to be doing something ABSOLUTELY HARMLESS TO SOCIETY, HIMSELF, AND OTHERS with his mother. They say that this will cause gender identification issues? all you have to do is look down at your genitals to know if you're a girl or boy, any behavioral factors do not apply to gender identification, but only in gender ROLE identification. Now, living in 2011 one would expect  1950's  stereotypes to be shameful memory of a more ignorant prejudice time by now, but NO! HATRED SHALL THRIVE! Because everybody will always be somebody else's N I double GUH ER, it's the way of the world, these immature people will always find someone, somehow, someway to sh*t on. This child would most likely never have doubted himself if it weren't for jack@ss adults drawing negative attention to something unimportant he did.
        I used to be a full on crossdresser, and I knew i was a man the entire time, it actually made me more of a man, because it gave me confidence to look that way. Also, during that period of my life I had more women after me than Mick Jagger, so everything they're saying is bull5hit. Every person is different, and every person is okay, the only thing that would ever cause confusion is other people reacting so hatefully towards something harmless.

anthrax shmanthrax

 The sort of things I'm interested in include art, music, scientific theory , metaphysics, shamanism, using different technologies available to further the intellectual evolution of man,  learning about different cultures and spiritualities and philosophies and things along the lines of blatant facts of life and the way it isn't working  things like Explaining the Tenth Dimension and time travel. But I really don't think that there will ever be anyone I can talk about these things with, or at least not from my experience living in Ohio my whole life. I think that's why I don't really have a social life. It's strange that I am such an extroverted person when my favorite thing to do is get lost in my mind. I really want to live in the middle of nowhere  with nothing but my puppy : Julio. He and I will sit in the woods and roll in the flowers and contemplate the universe completely free of outside judgement. We will live as free men, Julio and I, and we will have a mystical garden where we will meet with the faeries. I just want a garden and a dog and a woods. I honestly have no other goal or desire in life, which makes everyday life in my current situation a continual draaagggg because the hoops you have to jump through all eventually lead you down a path that I have no interest in pursuing, so I feel like I'm wasting some of the best years of my 1 AND ONLY LIFE doing crap that I honestly find no value in. I hope things get better in the future, but I also feel like my whole life is going to be waiting. In grade school they told us that highschool would be better, in highschool they tell you it's okay college will be better, when that sucks they tell you life will finally start FOR REALZ THIS TIME once you're out of college, then they tell you it'll be good  once you're married (because who doesn't only want school college marriage career) then once that happens and you're stillllll not actually doing what you want they tell you you'll have free time and the ability to do what you want FOR REALS THO this time when you retire...... and now people can't retire, and by the time you do you're so old you cannot do anything because you're already deteriorated beyond the point of natural life because modern medicine refuses to let the weak die thus crowding the already overcrowded rotting planet you get to die waiting in.

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..........................I kind of write with my stream of consciousness, so have fun following my train of thought go off the rails.

Death to the infidels

      Do you have the time? I must have misplaced mine, because it seems I'm all out. I don't have the time to be a human being. There's not enough hours in the day to do anything of importance, true importance that is.
 Spending all day at school, all afternoon at work and all night catching up on homework, taxes, fixing my car, worrying about bills, worrying about money money money money money.... there's no time for me to actually live while I'm alive. How am i supposed to figure out who I really am, what I really care about, soulsearch, make real meaningful bonds with other people?  At this day and age we are more numbers, or units...than actual human beings. our professional lives have become our lives. When someone asks what you wanna do with your life they expect an occupational position to be your answer. To me this is just sad, is that all we have become? all the wondrous capabilities human beings have and this massive world we have .............we just chase money. We're rotting away at the core. It's almost like I'm looked at by others like I'm immature because I value relationships, ideas, learning, and inner peace more than i value money and material items. Adults will tell you to grow up if you don't wanna talk about finances all day, or that you will grow out of your ideals as you age, but to me these are the self justifying hollow words of someone who quit on themselves.
At one point these individuals felt similar to the way i feel, but over time they allowed society to beat it out of them and exhaust them until they rolled over and became one with the flock. I will not allow you to think for me, you barely think for yourselves.

plotting my insurgency.

http://ecocentric.blogs.time.com/2011/03/03/the-next-great-extinction-could-be-coming-sooner-than-you-think/
   It comes as no surprise that the reason for the majority of recently endangered or extinct animals is the human race. We pollute the planet that spawned our existence, [skies they bleed infecting the land, oceans they vomit onto the sand, wind so foul - a putrid reek, animals they scream in disbelief! dead seeds - dirt weeds, how much longer do we haaaave?!?!] we are the Apocalypse. We overpopulate an area, tap it of it's resources while simultaneously polluting the environment to the point that it cannot rebound from our raping of resources, and then once the place is all tapped out dried up and dead we move to a new place and repeat the process. This is exactly what a disease does, and that's exactly what we are on this planet. It sucks that we're taking down every innocent species with us on our collective spiraling path down the drain of existence.

http://healthland.time.com/2011/03/03/27186/

 This is awesome. New Jersey's state university is allowing co-ed dorm mates to make trans-gender and gay students more comfortable. Now Lee, a student that was born a girl but is now identified as a male (trans-gender), doesn't have to feel awkward being dormed up with females. I'm glad that people are actually becoming somewhat reasonable and sensitive about these things instead of focusing on rigid rules and traditional systems.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/03/03/brandon-davies-dismissed-sex-girlfriend-byu_n_830646.html

Damn Morons... I mean Mormons. Do they really think that student's underpants is the place for them to intervene? In a place of education, I fail to see why what you do with your genitals is a matter of concern for the faculty, the only part of you they should be focused on is your brain.