Do you have the time? I must have misplaced mine, because it seems I'm all out. I don't have the time to be a human being. There's not enough hours in the day to do anything of importance, true importance that is.
Spending all day at school, all afternoon at work and all night catching up on homework, taxes, fixing my car, worrying about bills, worrying about money money money money money.... there's no time for me to actually live while I'm alive. How am i supposed to figure out who I really am, what I really care about, soulsearch, make real meaningful bonds with other people? At this day and age we are more numbers, or units...than actual human beings. our professional lives have become our lives. When someone asks what you wanna do with your life they expect an occupational position to be your answer. To me this is just sad, is that all we have become? all the wondrous capabilities human beings have and this massive world we have .............we just chase money. We're rotting away at the core. It's almost like I'm looked at by others like I'm immature because I value relationships, ideas, learning, and inner peace more than i value money and material items. Adults will tell you to grow up if you don't wanna talk about finances all day, or that you will grow out of your ideals as you age, but to me these are the self justifying hollow words of someone who quit on themselves.
At one point these individuals felt similar to the way i feel, but over time they allowed society to beat it out of them and exhaust them until they rolled over and became one with the flock. I will not allow you to think for me, you barely think for yourselves.
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